Whaddya know? Christmas Eve today and its pouring outside, wind warning and I had to turn on the lights at 1:00 in the afternoon. Strictly its not "Christmas Eve" yet as its still four in the "afternoon" if you can call it that since it looks very eveningish to me at the moment.
Don't really know what to say at this moment. Sort of feeling a mix of disappointment and fatigue. There's so many things in my life that just pass in and out every day and many I don't even realize are a part of my life and suddenly its not there and it just feels weird. Like deep inside you, you knew you had this safety net so if you ever fall, you won't die and now you know its not there. The net has been removed a long time ago and you climbed without knowing that for such a long time and now suddenly you know. Now you suddenly feel like you've forgotten how to climb.
Its just a funny, funny feeling. I've always wondered why people call weird things funny. Like if there's some weirdo passing on the street, you would point and say "that man is acting a bit funny" when really there's nothing comical or laughable about something out of ordinary or weird.
The English language is a funny thing.
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